Okay so I'm taking a stand, there is to much happening around me that I keep falling. I've decided I'm going to walk on my own two feet and fall in to someones arms that can help me up. I have one of my savers, Amanda, she's going to be there even when I'm whining about useless things. We both seem to stumble on our feet and end up falling. I know I've helped her on to her feet a lot of times. Why I'm going on about stupid things I have no idea. But maybe there is someone out there that wants to read about the little things I go in to to much attention about. Wow that made no sense but I don't care cause I'm just writing. I keep my feelings in to much and might hurt myself if I let them catch up with me.

I'm going to start college this spring I hope, going to start out with two classes nothing to big. I won't be in it for long cause I'm going to be moving in May, or maybe college will be done by then. I never really pat attention to those type of details. As you can see it gets me in trouble sometimes when I wanna know about something, and it relies on me to remember.

Oh about the moving thing, I'm going to Radford, is that how you even spell it O_o? I told my mom last night I don't think she believes me that I'll be moving. I'm going to be moving in with Ruthanne (Amanda's sister), Harlie (Ruthanne's boyfriend), Amanda, and Troy (Amanda's boyfriend). Talk about fifth wheel jeez. I don't know what I'm going to do up there, have to get a new job first.

I am a goober and have to still get my permit, cause I failed twice. I'm not a person for studying. So this week hopefully my daddy dearest will take me to go get, so I can get my 40 hours over with, then go get my driver's licenses. Whoot!

And with my horse riding I do believe I'm going to start riding every day around six, or after school or before it. Not sure on that one yet.